i hate this day and i'm not feeling well. i'm here again working and i'm still not in the mood..i don't know what i feel i just hate this past few days it makes me feel that i am nothing in this world... it seems that everything is being sabotage, i don't know....i just hate it when they make me feel or they do it thati am not existing in this world.... i hate to be in this world.... i really wanna cry to remove this pain in my heart and i wanna go to any treatment to make me feel better like now i'mreally........ one thing i really want to do.... cry......cry......and cry......