here i am again writing whats on my mind
and i hate myself for being like this
why is it hard for me to forget the past????
why am i suffering this kind of things????
who am i going to blame for this????
what is the best thing to do????


im always like this.....
and im sick and tired of this.....
i want to make something else than this....
i want to go to places were i can think, relax,
to know more myself....
to lighten my mind....
everything in me....
aaaaaaarrrrrggggggg
i want to cry :((