currently on DEPRESS mode, tsk tsk tsk

December 1, 2010 - currently on DEPRESS mode, tsk tsk tsk.... why am I so sad and not in the mood???? I cannot think of any reason what's bothering me....all I know is I remember somehting that don't need my attention.... well I don't feel any bitterness thinking of the past, it's just all memories now....

Present and Future:

Work - I don't see myself having a future on where I am right now that's why I'm thinking of switching to Plan B. Hoping and Wishing for a nice, decent and permanent job (where in we can say "this is it" and were happy) for my sister, best friend and for myself.

Lovelife - I can say "I don't want to feel broke again...." but who knows, we do not handke things on our hand, will see.... But my best friend is saying "NO while my officemates says "Go with the flow and give yourself a chance to experience things again to enjoy life" and for my own interpretation, "I'm scared and I don't want to fall".