im here again writting what's on my mind...'coz this is the only way for me to ease the pain here in my heart...i need to voice this out and this is the way i know....its hard...why all this things happening to me, to us????? my dad died last monday and here we are in the hospital for my mom....i dont think i can do this things on my own...thanks with the help of my relatives....i know i request for you for so many times and im here again to ask to give us more time to spend time with each other were still longging for my papa so don't let tragedy happen again 'coz i don't think i can do it this time......