my birthday

October 11, 2007
ITs my birthday.....
what do i feel??????
aaahhhhmmmm i felt so lonely and this is the most bad birthday happened in my life....
This is my 1st birthday without my papa....
i dont know what's going on, all i know is im depressed and i felt all alone....i felt im empty, im scared of everything, im just NOTHING OR did i made myself wrong??? 'coz they makes me feel that i am those.....

I hate everything....