SHIT....thats all i can say on whats going on this past few dyas..Lots of changes, lots of circumstances and i cant take it anymore...first of all until now i dont have my salary, its been 3 days late..and here are the agents borrowing money, did they even know that i still dont have it on my pocket? Shit!!!

WORK? nah i dont have any problem with my work actually i love what im doing coz it makes me busy to the extent that i can forget my depression and ngaun ko p lng na-eenjoy ung being in a call center, its just that some will change.. but i want to make it clear that im not going to ATTACK you at your back coz im not that person and im not going to do it coz your still my friend, its just that i want you to know that u cant blame me for doing it coz its my job not yours..(sana b pag hinanap un ikaw ang mapapagalitan e di nmn, AKO di ba)....and u even teach me to defend or fight for it if u think its right....anyway just want to thank you for putting me in this position and i really apreciate all what you've teached to me, you did a big part in my life and i will treasure it..thanks for everything....

Question? Why is it there are people that they can't accept that they did wrong sometimes???? though we all know that your intelligent and your the boss,but theres no exemption when it comes to doing some bad things or wrong things or whatever...(tao lng tau at lahat nagkakamali kahit ganu man katalino ang isang tao)....anyway its all done and we cant change it just hope that this will end and face the the new chapter of our life.... be mature enough to all.....

MY LIFE? its complicated really complicated....even me myself can't explain what's going on with me....all i know is im depress in everything....before when its my college life i had this case study and my topic is about DEPRESSION and gues what, it took a month for me to finish it coz its hard to explain unless you experienced it already or you had a background 'bout it but now give it to me again and i can do and explain it more as in coz i'll can even put myself as a sample....hope i can go back to my old life where in life is so easy...huhuhu i want to cry :(( ....why am i experiencing all of this? im still too young for this kind of situation.....i hate everything......i still can't move on for my past....its realy hard for me...can someone help me with this....maybe i need phsyciatrist...wah i dont want im not crazy...im just depress and i want to change it but HOW????