I can remember the very first time i cried,
How i wiped my eyes,
Buried the pain inside....
All of my memories,
Good and Bad that passed....
Didn't even take the time....
To realize....
Staring at the cracks in the wall,
Waiting for it all to come to an end....
Still i curl up right under the bed.
Cause it takes over my head
All over again
Lying awake....watching the sunlight
How the birds will sing
As i count the rings around my eyes
Constantly pushing
The world i now aside....
I dont even feel the pain...
I dont even want to try....