'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
...Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way....
these is were you will know more about, be with me, leave like me, smile and hurt like me, welcome to my miserable, un-explainable and so called life.... "nEveR RegrEt d cHoice u'Ve mAde iN lYf 4 lYf iSn't pErfEct at aLL, fAilUres tEach uS 2 b paTient & sTrong whiLe mOving On... aFter aLL liFe is A Gift...."
Now, here i am writing what's really inside me, Talking and shouting all out loud that I already moved on with everything (lovelife, personnal things and work issues way back) i feel relieved after all, i can feel that i'm complete again and have a chance to be happy as like a natural human being. I want something NEW in my life this time.... (hope it will happen)
I must say Thank you for all those who makes me feel that im nothing or not important and making me feeling worst and shit coz its makes me think that its time for me to be strong and fight for what i know is right. Sabi nga nila "maldita" ako, so i will show you. Im not going to let anyone to make me feel that way again, try me....
So know, this is what i called second life for me after all what happened. Thanks GOD, coz there are still friend that you can call a real friend after all. For those shits, completely goodbye....
Welcome to my new world....



Better not to mind the thing that depresses you, cause it only makes you weak inside and out...There's a lot of things you can give your time into.. Don't get stuck with the thing that ruins your day. Smile and be happy! Life is easy, as you wanted it to be....
Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured. Look at the relationship between a mother and a child. The mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all. A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love. Love can be created. You just need to focus on the goodness of the other person. If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily. And remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe. And as God said....Love all Depending on context, love can be of different varieties. Romantic love is a deep, intense and unending. It shared on a very intimate and interpersonal and sexual relationship. The term Platonic love, familial love and religious love are also matter of great affection. It is more of desire, preference and feelings. The meaning of love will change with each different relationship and depends more on its concept of depth, versatility, and complexity. But at times the very existence of love is questioned. Some say it is false and meaningless. It says that it never exist, because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationships. The history of our world has witnessed many such events. There has been hatred between brothers, parents and children, sibling rivalry and spouses have failed each other. Friends have betrayed each other; the son has killed his parents for the throne, the count is endless. Even the modern generation is also facing with such dilemmas everyday. But �love� is not responsible for that. It is us, the people, who have forgotten the meaning of love and have undertaken such gruesome apathy.
Be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection.



- not what we bought but what we built
- not what we got but what we shared
- not our success but our significance
- not what we learned but what we taught
- not our competence but our character
- not how long we will be remembered but by whom and for what
Live a life that matters, that cares, that loves..


SHIT....thats all i can say on whats going on this past few dyas..Lots of changes, lots of circumstances and i cant take it anymore...first of all until now i dont have my salary, its been 3 days late..and here are the agents borrowing money, did they even know that i still dont have it on my pocket? Shit!!!
WORK? nah i dont have any problem with my work actually i love what im doing coz it makes me busy to the extent that i can forget my depression and ngaun ko p lng na-eenjoy ung being in a call center, its just that some will change.. but i want to make it clear that im not going to ATTACK you at your back coz im not that person and im not going to do it coz your still my friend, its just that i want you to know that u cant blame me for doing it coz its my job not yours..(sana b pag hinanap un ikaw ang mapapagalitan e di nmn, AKO di ba)....and u even teach me to defend or fight for it if u think its right....anyway just want to thank you for putting me in this position and i really apreciate all what you've teached to me, you did a big part in my life and i will treasure it..thanks for everything....
Question? Why is it there are people that they can't accept that they did wrong sometimes???? though we all know that your intelligent and your the boss,but theres no exemption when it comes to doing some bad things or wrong things or whatever...(tao lng tau at lahat nagkakamali kahit ganu man katalino ang isang tao)....anyway its all done and we cant change it just hope that this will end and face the the new chapter of our life.... be mature enough to all.....
MY LIFE? its complicated really complicated....even me myself can't explain what's going on with me....all i know is im depress in everything....before when its my college life i had this case study and my topic is about DEPRESSION and gues what, it took a month for me to finish it coz its hard to explain unless you experienced it already or you had a background 'bout it but now give it to me again and i can do and explain it more as in coz i'll can even put myself as a sample....hope i can go back to my old life where in life is so easy...huhuhu i want to cry :(( ....why am i experiencing all of this? im still too young for this kind of situation.....i hate everything......i still can't move on for my past....its realy hard for me...can someone help me with this....maybe i need phsyciatrist...wah i dont want im not crazy...im just depress and i want to change it but HOW????

Grabe this is one of the video of my baby tonie while eating...grbae parang di sya kumain ng 1 year sa sobrang gutom...parang "PG" lng...hehehehe....and now she's very sweet habang lumalaki sobrang nakakawala ng pagod pag andyan sya...and she learn fast.mon is teaching her some things like now she know now how to fetch and more days comes matututo pa sya...love u baby tonie...

This is her 2nd video and her 2nd day in our house..she's now improving before she scared in everything, even any sounds now she's beginning to like everything, near electric fan, playing with us when were home, and she even cry of we are going to leave the house to go to work..she always cry when im putting her in her cage, she want free as in free when she always saw her cage she cry and cry and cry.....i love my pet, even im very very tired and sleppy from work when i saw her i fell complete....hay....love u tonie....
This is her first video. She's really cute and friendly....
She's still shy, and still stress 'coz of transportation....
i'll take some more videos to see her development....
This is how i describe my feelings or what i am right now...parang naglalakbay ako sa isang daan na tuwid nga maganda, malinis maayos walang harang pero wala namang katapusan... i just hate on were i am right now 'coz it makes me feel alone , im really depress, and i dont know what to do...I want a peacefull life....where in i can think on what is good and right for me...
Hay nakakapagod, walang ibang pwedeng gawin kundi trabaho, tulog, trabaho, tulog everyday 12 hours a day 7 days a week diba, pamatay walang off pero nalilubang ako ngaun sa other activity ko sa buhay, kundi mag-GYM after shift. para n din pumayat ako.... here i am FITNESS FIRST humanda kau kailangan ko pumayat
This is the most missing day for us..it's my papa's birthday...we went to the cemetery and stayed there for how many hours even though theres a rain..i talked to him and i know he's listening to me..just want to inform him and promise to him that i will take care of my mom and sis, i will work for them to my sis to finish studies and for my mom's medication and for my mom to be happy abd proud to me...specially to you papa i missed you....
It’s been a long time since we met and I can say that we’ve known each other likes and dislikes. I know I still act as a child but in terms in our relationship I know grew up already and I appreciate all what we’ve shared together. We experienced lots of trials even if it is simple or really bad we solved it and you were still there for me and I really really appreciate it….I love babe more than you ever know….advance happy 5th year anniversary….
im here again writing....
im here again writting what's on my mind...'coz this is the only way for me to ease the pain here in my heart...i need to voice this out and this is the way i know....its hard...why all this things happening to me, to us????? my dad died last monday and here we are in the hospital for my mom....i dont think i can do this things on my own...thanks with the help of my relatives....i know i request for you for so many times and im here again to ask to give us more time to spend time with each other were still longging for my papa so don't let tragedy happen again 'coz i don't think i can do it this time......
It's been 5 days since my papa died and still i don't know what to say....i'm really stressed this past few days because of what happened. but i can't blame anyone....how im longging for my papa...im still in a state of don't know what will do, i need to be strong but i don't know how????
miss u papa....
All I know and I want to do now is to cry, cry, cry out load to ease the pain here deep inside my heart. I don’t think i can move on easily but I need too, for my family.
swimming party....
It seems that everything were not ok...everything were changed...everyhting were new....ahhhhhhh i don't know...
i hate this day and i'm not feeling well. i'm here again working and i'm still not in the mood..i don't know what i feel i just hate this past few days it makes me feel that i am nothing in this world... it seems that everything is being sabotage, i don't know....i just hate it when they make me feel or they do it thati am not existing in this world.... i hate to be in this world.... i really wanna cry to remove this pain in my heart and i wanna go to any treatment to make me feel better like now i'mreally........ one thing i really want to do.... cry......cry......and cry......Labels: i just hate everything....
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